I read somewhere that when you become a parent it’s like your heart is now a living, breathing thing OUTSIDE of your body… it’s true. Ever since Kennedy was born we’ve been inseparable… I don’t go anywhere that she doesn’t and so I haven’t gone anywhere without my heart, but that’s about to change.
Monday is the day… I have to get up, get dressed, and go to work. I have to drop Kennedy off and in the process leave my heart there.
I keep debating going back to work because I still don’t know that I’m cut out to be a stay at home mom, but for the first time in my whole life I also don’t know that I’m cut out to be a working mom either. I never thought I’d say that… I’ve always wanted a career.
So, I’m going back, and Kennedy and I are going to try it out for a while. If I hate it, then I’ll quit, but I might just end up liking it and I’ll never know unless I try.
I’m excited, but dreading it all at the same time… Is it 5pm on Monday yet?